My eyes are still botheriung me so bear with the ypos, maybe you shouild ask about the ones you feel hurt by. communication is a 2 way steet

My answers tonight will be short and to the point because my eyes are starting to get weird on me.

1. Will you please tell me about that dream or any others you’ve had?

There isn’t much to this, You, Me, Nathan, and a barbie doll being unwrapped

2. What is that song by Yellowcard but it doesn’t sound like Yellowcard but we made a big deal about it because it is Yellowcard?

You must be thinking of Hang You Up, OR the Punk Goes Pop version of Everywhere

3. Is there a reason why you reblogged the picture of Luna in my living room? I’m curious about that one but it made me smile.

I like it this much (arms stretched out)

4. Am I still allowed to consider him as mine/ours?

Not the same way, but yes.

5. Have you asdljasj iouewr mansdm qwpoei ??

Yes. Nuff said :P

6. Do you miss me? Do you love me? Are we still allowed to say those things to one another? Because I’m the only who has …

Yes, Yes, No,

7. Would you ever be okay with meeting up with me? Like am I ever going to see you again? Talk to you in person?

If he says its okay, If he says its okay, If he says its okay

8. What have you thought about in regards to me? If you do think about me …

I miss my friend, I miss playing rounds… It’s not mush fun alone

9. WILL YOU PLEASE JUST PLAY SCRABBLE WITH ME ALREADY?!

All in good time young grasshopper

10. Do you regret me? Do you see me as a mistake?

NO! NO! That being said, I do think we made mistakes…

I’m going blind though, and all the words are jumbling together, So for now, that is all

She was here for 3 freaking days… HOW THE FUCK DOES THE HOUSE LOOK LIKE THIS!?!?!?

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Taken with instagram

Went to Travis thursday and Friday, they ran a BUNCH of tests, some of them 2, 3, 4, times… But it was all worth it because I GOT THE THUMBS UP!!! AND as an added bonus on the way back I saw at least 8 CHP, EVEN BETTER I got to meet 2 of them! such nice guys…. :P

She seriously left, and said NOTHING to him?! he had no idea where his mommy was. Poor kid. The most important thing is that I’m here for him. I WILL be consistant and he will know that I love him, I will make sure of that.

Well she moved out today, it’s her week with the baby, but of course he was in daycare all day today, and of course I will have him tonight. I wanted to go shooting tomorrow, she is supposed to pick him up, but knowing her track record, I’ll probably have him until the court date in June. Not that it’s a bad thing, I just wish she gave a rat’s ass… It’s quiet and lonely in the house. I need to clean the mess… destruction she left behind. but what I need most right now is a friend. I need somebody who can set me straight, who won’t BS me, and who DOES give a rat’s ass… You, know at this point I would settle for anyone.

Yep, I knew as soon as I wrote it down that I would get an answer. And I got what I deserved… Okay no, I didn’t get what I deserved, but it was close enough. I just thank God I’m not an idiot, which is the only reason I got the punishment I did, and not the one I think I truely deserve. But what happened, happened, and now it’s time to look forward.

Sleep hygene, the doc talked about that too, and yet here I am, ANOTHER sleepless night. Good thing I made a pot of cofee that I never drank today. Looks like I’ll be needing that to jump-start my life tomorrow. but on a positive note, I found the cutest video of my son from almost 2 years ago! So I can’t say that this night has been a total waste, couple that with my goals that I’ve been promising for the last 3 weeks that I would do and I’d say that this has been a most productive night… But I can’t say the same about my day tomorrow. After nights like these I’m never very roductive at work. Not that I ever really am. I’m not looking forward to tomorrow for other reasons as well… tomorrow I see a specialist for my shoulder (which is another distress I forgot to mention) Wow, on a completely random note, This warm summer night makes me miss sitting on my buddy’s back porch with a cold blue moon in hand BS’ing the night away with a small group of close friends.